calicosphinx

Im back from Florida and I have to say I had a pretty decent time. The mummy ride at Universal was great, went on it 5 times..it was like a nightmare, total head trip. The hotel was really nice as well. Took many pics of it and some of the park. the last night there I had a margaritta and threw up afterwards...so exciting i know.

My diet isnt going as well as I'd like. I cant seem to get down to a smaller size and its nearly three months since I've started it. the food is starting to get gross too..Everyone says I look like I lost weight but I dont see it/feel it. I really think I have a thyroid disease. I need to make it a point to get it checked out because its really getting harder and harder to lose weight. I dont care so much as far as wanting to look skinny, I care more about fitting into the clothes I want lol. Its just been frustrating.
but I guess I should feel lucky that that is my only real problem as of now.

Hope for moving out seem to be lost. My car payment and insurance and jenny craig food take a toll on my bank account and make it almost impossible to save money. I have nothing to show for my nearly 10months at working and my boyfriend has only been working a few months and has a couple thousand saved.
granted he doesnt have any bills to pay.

there is a possibility of promotion at work for me and several other deserving people. My dad went to a psychic tonight and she told him I am going to advance in my career.....who knows if she will be right but it is rather a coincidence (spelling?)

time for sleep......

The new White Stripes song is un-fuckin-believable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I swear this will be the last time I tell this story.

I did makeup for a wedding with my friend and I met up with her at the mall and jumped in her car to drive to the wedding and as soon as I got there I realized that I had left my favorite brush belt and ALL of my Tigi and Mac brushes in it..ON THE HOOD OF MY CAR! Needless to say they got stolen.
So luckily the IBS show is tomorrow, maybe I can pick up a brush set from Tigi and a brush belt. I'll have to wait until Update next week to get some brushes

I've posted for 2 other MAC positions in other places. a 37.5 hour position at Henry Bendels in NYC and a 30hr position at the MAC store at Shorthills.
The Shorthills position seems more tangible and one of my managers said she would but in a good word for me with the Shorthills manager..which is cool.


I havent talked to my mother in a few days, she was up to her old crazyness on tuesday and I just dont feel like talking to her..plus i've been majorly busy. I'm not going to have a day off until NEXT sunday.

2more weeks until we go to Florida..but I have a feeling its going to be awkward because of my mom.


The new white stripes album should be out in june...and nikka costas is out in may..so I'm HOPING this summer will be filled with LOTS and LOTS of concerts. or at least some goddamn fun..I've forgotten what fun is..lordy

time to go to bed...lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng day tomorrow..

Again, for the third time, I decide to taint my world with livejournal. Like an old habit that still lingers when you smell its familiar scent...the familiar taste in the back of your throat.

I cant really remember what was going on when I deleted the last journal. I hope things have improved at least. I'm still a bit jaded about life but I try my best to think positivly. Everything is actually going "swell".
sorta of... money has been tiiiiiiiiiight. On the bright side, I'm getting a hefty payback from the wonderful people at the IRS department. Somehow even though the goverment continues to rape me of my money and throw it back in my face a year later...I happily take it...soiled or not.

Nothing really on the agenda for now. I'll be doing some bodypainting for our next event at MAC with our trainer, which is cool. Slowly I inch my way into the hearts of the big-wigs as I attempt to move up in the company.....and oddly its working.

all in all...i'm well